Seeking meditation will kill you. If you are trying to meditate, stop immediately before the damage is irreversible. Pick yourself up from the floor. Uncross your legs. Stop making those silly sounds and walk outside and experience life.
It had been an insane week at work and I was exhausted. I had successfully closed a large, but stressful, deal with a Japanese client and had cashed my first million-dollar check. Although the year had been a success, I had burned the proverbial candle at both ends and was absolutely exhausted. I needed a break. I decided to leave town for the weekend. I had no plans, no tickets, no travel guidebook, and no idea of where to go. I just had a gold credit card, a passport, a couple thousand dollars in cash, and a small backpack.